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Apology

Here lately I have given and impression
The impression that I am doubting our love
For this I am truly sorry
I am writing this to tell you
That I love you with my everything
And I cannot wait
To spend the rest of my life with you
The only reason I am voicing doubts
Doubts that are so horrible,
So very scary, that I felt I had to say
That they are only there because
Everyone seems to be against us
I know how I feel about you
And I know those feelings are returned
I am just afraid, so very afraid,
That they will pull us away anyway
I can honestly say at this very moment in time
And for the rest of my life
I feel as if I could not stand
To live without you by my side
I would end my life in a heartbeat
For that is all it would take
If they were to tell us we had to end
This wonderful thing we have
I hope you can forgive me
For all of the negative things I have said
I never meant to give the impression
That I no longer care because I do
More than you'll ever know
So please forgive me
And always remember that I love you
With all of my heart, soul and being
And always will
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