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Back To You

I feel like I'm falling
Right back into that deep black hole
Once more I'm reaching out
Screaming for someone to help me
I look up at you pleading desperately
Wanting you to catch me
And pull me back to you
I watch you reach out to me
But your grasp falls short
Your face is all I can see
And you look so very scared
Scared for me and my safety
Here recently you just haven't been able
To be there for me like you used to
As you continue to reach out for me
It slowly starts to sink in
But don't think
That any of this is your fault
Instead I believe
Those closest to us are trying to rip us apart
They have turned against us
And are doubting our love
Our bond has been stretched and strained
But no matter how tense our situation becomes
I will always reach out for you
Because I know that you will never
Let me hit rock bottom
I know that no matter what happens
You love me
And you will always bring me back to you

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