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Deep Dark Secrets

Every person has their secrets
Deep dark secrets
That they save to share
With that one special person
And that person alone

I suppose you
Are my one special person
You know things about me
That I have never told any other
Secrets that could change
How my closest friends see me

I have my fair share
Of those secrets and memories
And so do you
Secrets that others
Can't even comprehend

The only difference
Between our secrets and others
Is that we have shared
Them all with each other
And will until the end

Our secrets have
A lot in common
We have been through
Many similar things
In our short lifetime

However,
The damage done by those memories
Can't be compared
Because every person handles things
In their own different ways

I believe the damage
Has been more traumatic
To me than to you
For my memories
Will haunt me forever

Yet you always manage
To understand just exactly
What I'm going through
At any given moment
No matter what

You just know
Exactly what to say and do
To make my smile
The smile that you love
Faintly appear on my face

And if even for a moment
You feel
That it was more than worthwhile
And just because
You love me

You love me just for me
And who I am
And what I wish to become
All of my dreams and plans
For my future

You feel all of this
Just for me and only me
True everlasting, unconditional love
And you promise
You always will

The way I feel
When you touch me
Or look at me in that special way
It takes my breath away
Feelings like that can't be explained

Words won't ever do justice
For any feeling I have
And will ever feel toward you
For the rest
Of our lives together

That bond, our special bond,
Means the absolute world to me
And always will
As long as we both shall live
And longer still

Bonds like that never fade
But instead, continue to grow
And develop stronger connections
As time slowly goes along
For true love never dies

I am glad, so very glad,
We share our deepest secrets
And most damaging memories
With one another
For every untold tale is an empty hole

After enough time has come and gone
Empty holes turn into broken dreams,
Failed wishes,
And eventually a very cold
And lonely heart

My heart is filled
With so much joy
Because I know I have been blessed
With a once in a lifetime chance
To spend the rest of my life with you

I think of you
And all sorts of feelings flood my mind
And my heart of hearts
But the most powerful feeling
Is love, pure and undying love
To be shared with you

All of this, all of these thoughts
Floating around in my joyful
Jumbled mind
And still you love me
More than anything else

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