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Fault

I know that enough time has passed
For me to accept the consequences
We are having to face
But everyday I have to go
Without seeing you or hearing your voice
The pain of that day hits me once again
Stronger each time
I feel as if it was all my fault
We both knew better
But the temptation was just too great
We will have to pay for it for quite some time
I know you blame yourself
I wish there was a way I could change that
But instead I found a more peaceful way to look at it
I have decided that both of us are at fault
Only not for what you think
It is not our fault for breaking the rules
But for being so caught up in our love
I have searched my whole life
For a love as pure as yours
So no matter what happens
Our love will make all of the consequences
More than worthwile
All we have to do is hold on
And no one will be able to punish us
For our love ever again
And for the first time
We will be free

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