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Outcome Unknown

In the beginning things were perfect
Our feelings had never yet been doubted
But now it seems
While things still seem great
Shadows have been cast
Rapidly covering the faith
And all of the false hope
That things would never change
Well things are changing
The outcome is not so clear
But I know we will have to fight these shadows
Maybe for just a little while
Maybe even forever
This is why I struggle
With the constant internal war
Raging on inside my heart
Because no one ever me
I would have to fight
The darkest of shadows
Horrid fears and doubts
For the truest of all loves
All the while, having the world
Ready and waiting for us to give up
What gives this world
This lonely and desolate world
The right to judge us
And all because we want to see the light
The light of eternal peace
At the far end of the tunnel of life
But amazingly despite all of the bad
That must inevitably come with the good
I expect to see that wonderful light
At the very end of that tunnel
With you still standing by my side
Our love really can, and will pull us through
To the happiest of ends after all

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