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Stand Strong

I have all of this pent up anger
So much I wish I could say
Get off my chest
But deep inside it must stay
It would only make things worse
Than what they already are
I know that sounds impossible
But I know better
My anger is a blade
Cut deep into my heart
My wrists are crying out
To show my pain
In a physical way
They tempt me every day
But strong I shall stand
Because you are standing strong too
I made you promise and I promised
But still I am surrounded
By anger and tears
I look around and all I see is you
And the great mistake we've made
For so long you won't be there
To hold me when I need you
But for you and only you
I will stand strong
Because the edge of that black hole
Is creeping near
I know with time
You will be here
To rescue me once more

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