My Heart...My Poems

I keep asking myself Why does he love me?  Me of all people? But then I ask, why do I love him? And why can't I see myself without him? Why has my life changed to revolve solely around him? All of these questions and I have no answers No reasons as to why I guess we'll just never know This raises another question How do we stay together? I guess because we know what we have is real I am sure you are asking How can we be sure of that? I say because of our experience and intuition Tells us it can be All of these unanswered questions Stir conflict from time to time But we have learned that after The things we didn't mean to say have settled And we have long forgotten The things we didn't mean to do The only thing that remains Is our love for one another And I believe that is enough To thrive on for the rest of our lives

Many people spend their entire lives Searching for their one true love Their soul mate Well I can say that I am truly blessed I have already found my match My one and only true love I was sent an angel from heaven He saved me from self-destruction He has shown and taught me things I would have never learned If he had not come into my life The great matchmaker in the sky Sent him to me for a very special reason Because he is who I need to meet Us falling in love Might have been part of His great plan The plan that is still in progress But all I know is I am very glad To be madly in love with you And to be loved in return I suppose it is fair to say That our great matchmaker Who is watching us from above Knows what He is doing Hopefully He has planned for us to last To wed and grow old together So please matchmaker I think I have met my match So I ask if I can keep him For as long as I possibly can Because I have become lost in his love And I never want To...

My love for you will last forever Even if someday I am no longer in love with you Or am no longer yours There will still be a part of my heart That will never let go of you You will always be a precious memory Even though I hope You will remain my sweet reality I say all of this to show you What you mean to me You mean more than you'll ever know I love you and I wish For you to someday be my groom But if my wedding day comes And me and you have faded away Know that when I look deep into his eyes At least for one brief moment I will see your face And think how I still love you But at this moment our love is strong And I wish to see you standing at the alter As I slowly walk to meet you However we cannot predict our fate We just have to take our risks And go as far as we possibly can Before our sweet time comes to an end No matter what the circumstances might be So please stay with me As long as your heart allows Even though You will always remain a prec...

Once again the day has come The day society uses to celebrate love But this time our love Means so much more It is our second Valentine's Day together And this time I feel it is So much more important that the first Our first Valentine's Day We had just begun our new relationship But now a year later things have changed We are more than just best friends We are lovers and soul mates And I believe I am truly blessed To be entering this love dedicated holiday Once again with you Cause you are the only one Extraordinary enough to fill That place in my heart So to tell you once again I am in love with you My lovely valentine

I feel like I'm falling Right back into that deep black hole Once more I'm reaching out Screaming for someone to help me I look up at you pleading desperately Wanting you to catch me And pull me back to you I watch you reach out to me But your grasp falls short Your face is all I can see And you look so very scared Scared for me and my safety Here recently you just haven't been able To be there for me like you used to As you continue to reach out for me It slowly starts to sink in But don't think That any of this is your fault Instead I believe Those closest to us are trying to rip us apart They have turned against us And are doubting our love Our bond has been stretched and strained But no matter how tense our situation becomes I will always reach out for you Because I know that you will never Let me hit rock bottom I know that no matter what happens You love me And you will always bring me back to you

I know that enough time has passed For me to accept the consequences We are having to face But everyday I have to go Without seeing you or hearing your voice The pain of that day hits me once again Stronger each time I feel as if it was all my fault We both knew better But the temptation was just too great We will have to pay for it for quite some time I know you blame yourself I wish there was a way I could change that But instead I found a more peaceful way to look at it I have decided that both of us are at fault Only not for what you think It is not our fault for breaking the rules But for being so caught up in our love I have searched my whole life For a love as pure as yours So no matter what happens Our love will make all of the consequences More than worthwile All we have to do is hold on And no one will be able to punish us For our love ever again And for the first time We will be free

Once again I have been struggling I try to open up And everyone simply tells me To give it up to God Most of the time I do But there is still one thing I just haven't been able to give up quite yet That one thing would happen to be us We have our fair share of troubles and trials But I just can't seem to let them go I am afraid that if I do I will lose you forever I am afraid that God will ultimately decide We are not right for one another How do I ever get over my fear God is my savior So do I let myself lay all my trust in Him I know it isn't always easy But everyone seems to be against us Society things we've lost our minds Statistics say we'll never last All I want is to fight Fight all of their doubt and harsh ridicule So I cannot find the will to let it all go I want to hold our love dear If only I would listen just long enough To know that God won't hurt me I should know that but I just find it hard to believe But I will work o...