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Haunted

Sitting here all alone
Thinking back to those haunting words
I can't seem to get them out of my mind
Wondering what they mean
And why they were said
I can't help but think the speaker hates me
Or feel like I will ruin your life
I never want to lose you
But I don't want to feel guilty for holding you back
I am scared that I am slowly losing you
Worried that I am dying inside
His words are draining me
He is tearing me apart
And doesn't even realize it
So please talk to me
Tell me it will all be okay
Cause somehow I always believe
The loving words you speak to me
Wipe away my tears and tell me you love me
Make me feel whole again
Bring back the passion
Don't let him tear us apart
Alone, I am not strong enough
But together I believe we can overcome
Lets stop those haunting words
That imply I will someday ruin you
Or cause your untimely death
So save me from myself

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