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Stone Walls

I used to be a locked up soul
With cold stone walls
Built up to protect my  heart
I thought I needed them
And that I was doing myself a favor
I didn't want to let people in
On my dark hidden secrets
But somehow you slipped through the cracks
And forever changed my life
You tore down those walls
Without even blinking an eye
You somehow melted the coldness
That had taken over my heart
I've told you personal things
That no one else will ever know
I now realize those walls were keeping me
From truly living
You opened my eyes
And now I will never be the same
I am now the person I want to be
I am the person
Destined to spend my life with you
And that is all I want to be
You are the only think I have found
Worth living for
You own my heart
And that is how I want it to be
Because you are the only one
To ever get through those walls
And now I never want you to leave

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