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Loving You

Cryptic thoughts
Hopes of living a different life
Inspirations of angry words
Create fantasies engaged in lonelines
Searching for escape
From the depths of a dark min
Anything to walk out
With options of never coming home

Untold fears
Worries of rushed love
Past regrets still lingering
Among a blossoming relationship
Moments rust into memories
Distance just deepening discouragement
In an already worn heart

Sacred dreams
Longing to keep such sentiment
Confusions must dissipate
Becoming an internal enemy
Despite all fears and tears
And previously written lines
Dreams of loving you
Override even the darkest mind

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