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On This Rare Occasion

I know you love me, I really do
But there are still times
You leave me feeling so very alone
And desperate to simply hear
That you care
Even though I know you do

You say you'll wait for me
Then something happens,
I don't know what,
And you leave me anyway

It hurts deep down inside
I start to cry lonely tears
Tears of pain, doubt and fear
Run down my face every single time
Taking my eyeliner for a ride

You put me through all of this
Yet you know it is wrong
You just need to realize
The affect you have on me and my emotions
But I still know you love me
Somehow I can still feel it

Just know I'm not writing this to hurt you
Only to let you know
How you make me feel sometimes
Despite the love we share

For you've told me many times
You want to know if you've upset me
Well to be honest,
This is one of the rare times that you do

Please forgive me
If I came across all wrong
I just had to let you know
I don't know if I can handle
It happening again anytime soon

Just keep in mind
I still love you with my everything
Regardless of all I have said

You have already been forgiven
But I beg of you
Please don't leave
Me out in the cold again
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