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Punishment

Once again we've been seperated
This time longer than before
And while I know it could be much worse
All I can feel is empty inside
My tears have poured
And drained me of emotion
I am numb from fear
But still, at the thought of you
My eyes begin to tear up once more
And my mind begins to race
With all of these thoughts of what was said
And how it was said
The punishment that you recieved
Then I realize they're punishing me too
Taking you away from me
Is the worst kind of punishment
And that is exactly what they have done
You are afraid that you will fall
Well so am I
But we have to remember
God has a plan
And however things turn out
It will be for the best
Do not lose hope for our love is strong
And will carry us through
Until the happy times return once more

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