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Remember

I remember when long ago
All I could do was dream
Of finding true love

I remember when long ago
My wrists sorrowfully showed my pain
As did yours

I remember when long ago
Life held no meaning
I felt as if I was being forced to play a game

I remember when long ago
I felt as if my closest friends
Were abandoning me

I remember when long ago
Alcohol became a dear friend
As I tried to drink away my sorrows

I remember when long ago
You stepped into my life
And managed to change all of that

Later I will remember
How good it felt
For your love to fill my heart

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